Iforgot-icloud-id

Apple is trash and lost some customers they have no way of helping me retrieve my icloud password because I lost my phone and it has locked me out numerous times trying to get in my icloud I used a friend number whom I have no access to anymore can't call her because I lost my phone and apple can't help at all $#*! apple and where is my information going and being stored because there is no way for account deactivation due to this issue they can see my original phone number but don't see the number I used trying to reset this account my phone is still lost with all my information in it this is some bull$#*! and I will no longer be using apple services my first and last time $#*! apple I'll stick with a android